L.O.V.E?

There’s one thing i wanna share with u guys. U know the feeling? when u feel like the world is urs? It makes u smile all the time. Makes u dont care whut will happen 2moro n whut had happen yesterday. Its so called ’Love’.

A word if wisdom given by my late grandmother. "beautiful gurls,is a suicidal.." hehe.no la.tats sean kingston.grandma said tat, "keyo,perempuan cantik tu milik org..bercinta ni utk org2 tua je..." haha. n i’ve been forgetting this advise lately. look whut i’ve become. miserable. loves hurt,yeah it hurts. but thats the only dose that makes u older n stronger!. No matter how mean, bad or cruel they, he or she treated you, juz treat them nicer n be real.

what is Love anyway???

when we claim that it's love, are we correct????
Something to ponder upon.....

Are ur palms sweaty, is ur heart racing
And is ur voice caught within ur chest?
It isn't love, it's like.


U can't keep ur eyes or hands off of them, am I right?
It isn't love, it's lust.


Are u proud, and eager to show them off?
It isn't love, it's luck.


Do u want them because u know they're there?
It isn't love, it's loneliness.


Are u there because it's what everyone wants?
It isn't love, it's loyalty.


Do u stay for their confessions of love, because u don't
want to hurt them?
It isn't love, it's pity.


Are u there because they kissed u, or held ur hand?
It isn't love, it's low confidence.


Do u belong to them because their sight makes ur heart
skip a beat?
It isn't love, it's infatuation.


Do u pardon their faults because u care about them?
It isn't love, it's friendship.


Do u tell them every day they are the only one u think of?
It isn't love, it's a lie.


Are u willing to give all of ur favorite things for their sake?
It isn't love, it's charity.

have a thought about it, ok?

To MPCians batch July-Dec 2004..

As most of you know, my batch is moving in and graduating from college. The mix of those two things is affecting me so many ways i cant even describe. I dont know why but i feel like the whole world is crashing down, im leaving all my freinds that ive made throughout my years in college and through living there in seri iskandar.On top of being out of college, they're moving. Its realy hitting me hard that studying together is over.

I have made sooooo many new friends this year and re-kindled friendships. I just want everyone who has been there for me and been with me over the last few years and this year to know how much it meant to me and that i will never forget any of you. Theres a few people who i never got a chance to tell them how i truely felt and of course now its too late.Now they are moving. Its gonna be realy hard to not see my freinds as much as im used to and there will be a few that i know i will never see again.

I think that is part of the reason i feel so bad right now.Basicaly i feel like right now that i worked to make all these great friendships and now i wont get to continue them due to how far they r moving. Im sorry this is so scattered and repetetive but right now i cant think straight.Again i just want every single person who ive become friends with this year knows that i will never forget u and that i will always be there for u.I wish i could see all of you before you all move but i know it wont happen.Thank you for reading.

This is ME! :) (for Spike Program)

Hello! this is my first time blogging. hahaha. (been ask by the instructors anyways, kene pakse! ;p )
All righty then, first of all, my full name is Mohd Khairudin Bin Mohd Kassim. People around me called me Dean, but in the internet, i commercialised it as Deanzo. hehe. Poyo isnt it? :p My family called me Keyo, a name gave by my parents. Its actually came from the word Khairul. Khairul-Khaiyol-Keyo. How brilliant! hehe Im livin in Taman Melati, Setapak. I was born in Kuala Lumpur General Hospital on 10th of August 1986 at 9.30 in the morning. I am the fifth out of 6 siblings, the siblings of son and daugther of Mohd Kassim bin Muda and Mariah binti Mohamad. They are the best parent ever! They are my idol. I love them so much, my dearest. All i want to do now is to repay what they had done for me.

Next, i would like to tell about myself. There is nothing special about me. Im just a regular guy, but with an eager to success! yeaah~! haha. I would love to make new acquaintance as friends are everything for me. And of course, i have a lots of friend! I enjoy clowning and monkey-ing around with my friends, in short, having a good time together. :) I can say that im an easy going person and love harmony environment. My body type, as u can see, not average, not tough, but chubby. hehe. If one person, sorry to say, a ugly person make fun of my body, i would just say "im fat, but i can diet. how bout u?". haha. thats the way how i motivate myself. :P And yes, i love to eat. i love to eat donut! Especially donuts from J.Co's or Big Apple's. But its a same company anyway. Eating donuts, for me, is fascinating! haha. The taste of the vanilla cream inside the donut really makes me feel dying to have it! :) What i always do when i have a free time at home is, Myspacing! haha. I would love to have a new acquaintance, like i said before, that is why i love this site! :) i found many new friends in here. Futsal and football is my favourite. I join a club and the name is 'Noah Corner Futsal Club'. In short, N.C.F.C. All the team members are my schoolmate. We created this club on 2006 and we treat it as our alumni. We are playing on every Sunday at Air Panas, Setapak. Chelsea is my favourite club, forever! We are The Blues that will always win againts The Devils, The Reds and The Gunners. hahaha :p

As for my education, i was studying in SMK Gombak Setia for my SPM. Every one have a things to regret. As for me, the most things that i regret is Ayu and SPM. I think i dont have to tell u about Ayu as i rather keep it as secrets though! haha. And now i want to tell about my SPM. PMR was good, and i managed to go for pure science's class. I should had done the best for this, but i was fooling around without realizing that SPM is the most important things and a first steps to further my studies. And the result, it was really bad. I disappointing my parents and all the family members. Just a few credits. haiyaaa. :( I was so down with my result and I was rather searching for jobs. After a while, my father managed to sent me for a further studies at some college. At first, i was refused, but my father motivate me back then, and i agree to further my studies. I entering the Mara Professional College of Seri Iskandar on 2004. Taking Higher National Diploma in Business and Computing. And now im completing my studies by working as practical trainee in Skali. Ever heard of Skali? Skali is a IT company that provide IT services like, web designing. And what important is, i enjoy worked here! :) The people is nice and easy going. But there is a bunch of seniors that always make, what they said as, 'muke ketat'. haha :p naaah, i just ignore all these kind of people as they havent disturb my life, yet. I think thats all for now. Thx 4 reading! :)